A sudden Lift of Mood

I got to thank her. Some few good people do exist in this world you got to believe in that...

As my world is falling apart (only for dramatic efffect) I suddenly had a bright crazy idea why not ask her

Bright because it can be accomplished if only I have guts to answer

Crazy because we both do not know each other that too well

Given our situation to switch I might have said no ( self centered alert)

But thankfully she is different than I am

Few days ago I want to flare up and tell people that you are such a great friend (sarcastically of course)

now I dont anymore. They are driven by fear. It is fear of the unknown so afraid to trust

thankfully someone come in for a help. I never expected it and we are not really that ultra close but again thanks